CHAPTER 20: KATHY
When she awoke, she was in bed.
Mariana’s perfume was still trailing in the air, and she could smell wisps of it on her clothes and sheets.
She wrestled with the idea of Mariana killing Virgil. Was that the right word?
On the one hand, she knew he deserved it. But then, that wasn’t the reason she had done it. And was it ever right to kill, even a monster like Virgil?
Even as her body ached for sleep her mind was flying, battering itself from one thought to another like a blind bird in a cave. She lay awake, thinking over everything that Virgil had said. To even try to rescue her father, it seemed, was suicide. The Nine Unknown Men would kill her without a qualm if she tried to alter history for her own ends, no matter how noble. In the darkness she gnashed her teeth in anger. It was so unfair. She spoke to herself silently:
I am Marie. I can travel back in time. I can slow time around me. And one day I’ll be able to move across oceans just by thinking it.
Wow. But, say if you wanted to save someone who you loved very much from dying, could you do that?
But, what if you knew that they were in Hell and the only way to save them was by going back in time and warning them, you could do it then surely?
Nope. Can’t. Rules.
Oh. Well, at least you won’t get old.
Um, well actually I will.
Oh. So this time travelling? Is it actually any use at all?
Well. No. No it isn’t.